In hard times

In hard times

We do what we do

We keep it alive

We make it come true

In hard times

When everything goes wrong

We'll keep it together

Or write it in song

In hard times

True love will arise

In many different ways

Along with sun rise

In hard times

We can all relate

We do stupid things

And get in a state

In hard times

We all mess up

And say the wrong things

And don't give a fuck

In hard times

As some of us fly

Straight of the handle

And just want to die

In hard times

Even true love

Comes under scrutiny

With the powers from above

In hard times

We do what we do

To stay alive

Because its what we do

Here Comes Santa

Oh dear no

Not again

Here comes Santa

With half a brain

Through the snow

Sleet and rain

Delivering presents

He must be in sane

With a bottle of brandy

And a big zoot too

As the reindeer's unite

Watching what the elf's do

As they pass it around

To one another

Oh yes a big bong

But why do they bother

Well to be honest

If you do a good deed

And are a true artist

Then you will succeed

For money means nothing

But surely does help

Yet the UK is exspensive

And in the pocket its felt

Yet some of us work for free

By busking on the street

To hopefully pay for accomadation

And maybe something to eat

Which isn't good

So don't be surprised

If people walking past us

Give us evil eyes

Sinking in deep

Right to your soul

As you try to change things around

To simply achieve your goal

One day it may happen

In a really crazy way 

As you become an artist

Who simply makes it I say

So never ever give up

Because it could happen to you

You could be up there with Santa

Who's a legend too

Along with his rendeer's

And elf's its true

Says me Dr Geebers

So how do you do

 

Dont Ever Become Homeless

Don't ever become homeless

Not in the UK

Because the charities don't care

If we got nowhere to stay

As long as their hostels

Are full to the brim

Then they don't care

Which is a sin

 

So we got to do 

What we got to do

To stay alive

Which is hard too

For we are up against everything

Out on the rode

So some of us become travellers

Living no fixed abode

Using our talents

The best way we can

To help ourselves

And our fellow man

As the Christians pray

Which is no good

But we got nowhere to live

In their neighbourhood

Because we have no local connection

Which is a shame

Even an artist like me

And Dr Geebers my name

Who walked the whole coast

On a homeless awareness tour

From being homeless

Oh for sure

 

Brighton to Brighton

Through all weathers

Which I thought 

Was really clever

 

To get a book written

To help homeless charities gallore

But to my amazement

It didn't open no door

 

Which pissed me off

And I was in News papers too

I was even on T.V.

So how do you do

 

For creating loose pebble sculptures

On 44 beaches

One awesome journey

That's left me speachless

 

So heres to the future

And heres to the past

Thats if it happens

Or bloody well lasts

 

But the real truth is

If it happens to you

Your better of dieing

Outside creating whats new

 

Because the charities don't care

As long as they get their wage

To go home to their house

And turn a new page

 

So the homeless person

He or she has to cope

By themseleves

You might as well give them a rope

 

As we mix with the wrong people

And simply try to survive

The weather, the temptation

Just to stay alive

 

Yet the cold gets to many

So they turn to drink and drugs

Some don't want to be noticed

So they become thugs

 

Others have connections

And become drug dealers too

Why because the system

Has failed them too

 

So they are better of in prison

Oh by far

Learning rehabilatation

Hour after hour

 

But when they come out

What they gonna do

The only thing they know

Is how to survive too

 

For the big money is easy

And gives you a great life

But if you get caught

Well that's sacrifice

 

Which is all worth it

If you go down that road

Yet some of us want to change

Before we explode

 

So we do great journeys

To help others too

Yet we are the underdogs

Isn't that true

 

Well this is life

For the down and out

We are better off dead

We cry and shout

 

Because we live in hell

Looking for PEACE

Until we go to heaven

When we die at least

So some commit succide

By simply having a hit

Because its nice to have something

So death don't feel like shit

Because it isn't easy

Living on the street

So rest in peace my friends

Even I admit defeat

 

Smile smile smile

Smile smile smile

Everybody smile

Come on now

You know its worthwhile

Even when your down

Sleeping on the ground

You simply got to smile

And simply look around

No matter what your wearing

No matter the way you look

You got to keep smiling

By hook or by crook

For life is a mystery

One big massive book

That's why you got to smile

Because its something that can't be took

Because its all yours

Twisted and even mean

But its your little smile

So precious beautiful and clean

That makes you who you are

For everyone to see

Which simply costs nothing

Because a smile comes for free

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

Feel the vibe

Right outside

With christmas lights

And christmas pride

As people shop

Side by side

For the ultimate gift

To go world wide

It may be a song

Or a flash car too

It may be a ring

As someone says I do

It may be a house

Or even a flat

It may be a squat

Which isn't all that

It may be a pebble

Loat at sea

It may be a hug

That comes for free

It may be a smile

From someone you adore

It maybe a book

That's total hardcore

Or it may be a chance

To help someone out

So they can do wonders

In a world full of doubt

To rise up through the masses

With art and words gallore

To spread the love of christmas

Simply once more

No matter if they are rich

No matter if they are poor

Christmas is the time to be jolly

This we know for sure

So party party party

The whole way through

And enjoy this time of year

While helping others too

For christmas is really special

For every boy and girl

As they feel something great

All around the world

And that's the love of life

That's been given to one and all

As we party party party

Get smashed and simply fall

For we are all lucky

Yet the truth is we are not

For some live in poverty

That others have forgot

And many will die

As you party without fear

So think yourseleves real lucky

And have a Happy New Year

I wrote this poem as i like many othe thousands of people have been homeless at this time of year. Please don't be afraid to help someone this winter who is less fortunate than yourself. There are many charities out there that try to help with homelessnes. Me myself personally i would rather give beding,clothing and money to those I see struggling because a lot of people on our streets don't get benifits and proper hot meals cost a fortune. Trust me I should know how hard it is to live on the streets and did a homeless awearness tour to prove that fact. The real problem is no local conaction no place no money no place no stabillity no place and if you end up becoming an addict of any discription many landlords don't want to help those on benefits but it is the only way to get accomadition in future.

Maybe one day I Dr Geebers through art and poetry can raise the funding to set up my own charity to create the flates and houses we need to start combating homelessnes and not hostels that have so many rules you are actually better of in prison. I can say this because i live in emergency housing accomadation and I am not allowed any visitors at all. So to change my life around from being on the streets I cannot have my girlfriend stayin my property or try to take my art on to the next level this is after I walked 6800 miles around the UK coastline been on TV and many newspapers. I had to become an addict after 17 years clean to get the help I am getting now and it isn't enough by a long shot.

Ten rules for a poet

Come on

Let me hear you now

Come on

You can do it some how

Come on

Write down what you see

Come on

It's the only way to be

Don't be shy

That's the first rule

Don't tell lies

And you'll be cool

And don't be afraid

That's the second

Use life's blade

And you won't be mistaken

So come on

Let me hear you now

Come on

You can say it some how

Come on

Write down what you see

Come on

It's the only way to be

Do't be lazy

That's the third

Just amaze thee

And fly like a bird

Don't lay down

That's now four

Or you'll drown

And be no more

So come on

Let me hear you now

Come on

You can say it some how

Come on

Write down what you see

Come on

It's the only way to be

Don't be an idiot

Now that's the fiveth

Because you can't get rid of it

That's the poets wealth

Don't be an asshole

Now that's six

So be in control

As your writing does tricks

So come on

Let me hear you now

Come on

You can say it some how

Come on

Write down what you see

Come on

It's the only way to be

Don't be stupid

Now that's seven

Because your not cubid

And you'll go to heaven

Don't be greedy

Yes that's eight

And help the needy

Before it's to late

So come on

Let me hear you now

Come on

You can say it some how

Come on

Write down what you see

Come on

It's the only way to be

Don't be smart

Now that's nine

Just write from the heart

Line by line

Don't be a loser

That's number ten

And you could drive life's cruiser

With the power of the pen

So come on

Let me hear you now

Come on

You can say it some how

Come on

Write down what you see

Come on

It's the only way to be

Come on

Let me hear you now

Come on

You can say it some how

Come on

Write down what you see

Come on

It's the only way to be



Don't be daft

Don't be daft

Have a laugh

Here we go

In the aftermath

Having a blast

Don't be last

Here we go

Slow not fast

Feeling it

Being it

Seeing all the things

And agreeing it

That is life

Pure sacravice

Doing everything

Surely twice

In a way

Day by day

Here we go

Make that play

Flying high

It's no lie

Doing all the things

Before we die

This is it

Bit by bit

What a load

Of bloody shit

But who cares

Nothings fair

In a world

Where nothings there

Fucking you up

Oh really fuck

Oh well then

Life must suck

Getting worse

A fucking curse

Oh well then

Get the fucking nurse

Pay up



Come on

Play it

Come on

 Say it

You can

 Do it

On the

Nett

Even so

Don't forget

Life's a gamble

One big bet

That could leave you

In someones debt

Which could lose you

Your T.V. set

So understand

And don't forget

For it is true

From me to you

So pay up

Now please do

For I'll come round

Out of the blue

And take those things

If I have too

For you owe me

Now don't you

Remember you borrowed money

From me too

And said you would pay

Now didn't you

And you let me down

Now didn't you

You dropped me in the shit

You fucker you

I should break your legs

That's what I should do

But your a mate

One of a few

But never again

Will I ever help you

So listen up

You little fuck

You owe me

So bad luck

And the reality is

Your life will suck

Through a straw

You fucking fuck

But like I said

Alright chuck

You are a mate

And I know you'll pay up

But you could have said

Look I am stuck

And can't pay yet

Instead oh fuck

You dropped me in it

And now my life does suck

So here's what's going to happen

Now listen to me

You will pay up

Whenever you see

And if you don't

I'll punish you for free

And mates will become enemies

Forever you see

Even though I don't want this

But you don't fuck with me

For you have a tongue

Than can speak to me

I you know I'm not nasty

Only provoked you see

And that's when you see

The real fucking me

So fucking listen here

To a main degree

Because if you fuck me over

You'll wish you haven't

Trust me



Bad boy Santa

Hey you

Can you hear what I say

Santa's a pain in the ass

And he's flipping gay

I caught him the other night

With his trousers down

Giving some bloke a blow job

In some dirty fucking town

And Ruddolf he's a wanker

Didn't you fucking know

For using his red nose

To give Santa an awesome show

And all his little Elfs

Started singing christmas songs

As they skinned up joints

And passed the bong along

All getting high

While enjoying life too

Now this is the real Santa

And his bad boy crew

Who go out theifing

To get presents gallore

No much wonder the worlds suffering

And no one will open their door

That's why he's a fat bastard

Who ate all the pies

Because he's not stupid

He just fed us all lies

Giving us all hope

At this festive time of year

But he's really a bad boy criminal

Do you all hear

So don't listen to him

The pathetic fucking cunt

For he's nothing special

And that's putting it blunt

So if he comes to your door

With presents in his hand

You know their all ripped off

Do you fucking understand

And the police will come knocking

With a present of their own

And that's a night in the cells

So don't you fucking moan

Because you have been warned

All about this evil man

Who's a fucking well legend

With one awesome fucking plan



Oh Brighton Brighton

Oh Brighton Brighton

Is a wonderful place

With lots going on

That's in your face

With clubs everywhere

And bars too

With lots of artists

Doing what they do

Spray caners

At their best

Chalk artists

Be my guest

Painters going wild

And photographers too

Even a pebble artist

How do you do

With many poets

Rhyming words for free

And many buskers

It's the place to be

With lots going on

In a really big way

Like the naked bike rally

Oh I say I say

Then theres gay pride

Oh what an event

Where the world comes together

That money well spent

Then theres the fringe arts festival

Held every year

With many open houses

Starting new careers

Then theres the MODs and Rockers

And the bike show

Then theres the mini rally

And the camper vans you know

Then there is the Lanes

Full of jewellery galore

And many art galleries

And a lot more

With a big massive pier

With many rides too

Oh what a place

That should be visited by you

With films like Quadrophenia

And Brighton Rock too

Created in this place

For everyone to view

Along with many artists

Who've made the big time

Like Fat Boy Slim

And Rizzle Kicks mind

So look this place up

The city by the sea

Simply known as Brighton

The only place to be



Can It Be Done

Can it be done

Can it be done

Can we make it

To number one

Can it be done

Can it be done

Come on

Lets have fun

Here we go

Here we go

You know

What to do

Here we go

Here we go

You know

Whats in you

Here we go

Here we go

Move your body

Like you don't care

Here we go

Here we go

Thats it

Oh yes I swear

Can it be done

Can it be done

Can we make it

To number one

Can it be done

Can it be done

Come on

Lets have fun

Here we go

Here we go

Bouncing

To the beat

Here we go

Here we go

Thats it

Move your feet

Here we go

Here we go

Put your arms

In the air

Here we go

Here we go

Do it now

Like you don't care

Can it be done

Can it be done

Can we make it

To number one

Can it be done

Can it be done

Come on

Lets have fun

Here we go

Here we go

Feel it

In your vains

Here we go

Here we go

Driving us

All in sane

Here we go

Here we go

A whats it

A gonna be

Here we go

Here we go

Can we

Have Victory

Can it be done

Can it be done

Can we make it

To number one

Can it be done

Can it be done

Come on

Lets have fun

Here we go

Here we go

Lets pump it

To the max

Here we go

Here we go

Oh yeah

Like having sex

Here we go

Here we go

In complete

Overload

Here we go

Here we go

Oh yeah

Lets explode

Can it be done

Can it be done

Can we make it

To number one

Can it be done

Can it be done

Come on

Lets have fun

Here we go

Here we go

Oh yeah

Baby girl

Here we go

Here we go

Go on

Give us a twirl

Here we go

Here we go

Lets show them

What we can do

Here we go

Here we go

Lets make it

All come true

Can it be done

Can it be done

Can we make it

To number one

Can it be done

Can it be done

Of course it can

Simply for fun

Can it be done

Can it be done

Can we make it

To number one

Can it be done

Can it be done

Well if you don't try

It will never get done

In the moment of madness

In the moment of maddness

The truth comes out

And when it does

Why cry and shout

For no one shall listen

No matter what

And that is something

Streetlife has taught

Never trust no one

No never at all

So stand and be proud

No matter if you fall

Then rise again

And never give up

For its the only answer

In the world of luck

Which could be bad

Or it could be good

So always remember this

In you neighbourhood

For the butterfly

Is like a rose

It's surely pretty

As it grows

But went it withers

And simply dies

The butterfly

Tells no lies

It simply goes

To that special place

To come back

In everyones face

Laughing, smiling

And having fun

For that's real life

For everyone

Ups and downs

Ups and downs

Merrygorounds

Many people

With many frowns

Acting clowns

In many towns

Many people

Listening to sounds

So unique

From the street

Many people

Like to repeat

As a treat

As they turn up the heat

Many people

Lie and cheat

In school classes

To the masses

Many people

Wearing glasses

With backstage passes

As lightening flashes

Many people

Hearing drumbeat smashes

Along with trance

Making that stance

Many people

Simply dance

On the chance

From here to france

Many people

With world romance

To drum & bass

Of their face

Many people

Go to outerspace

In the human race

With the love of grace

Many people

Simply give chase

With untied lace

Which is ace

Many people

Simply imbrace

Hip-Hop rap

With a top hat

Many people

Fall in your lap

Splittity splatt

And all that

Many people

Talking crap

Along with R&B

Flowing free

Many people

Simply see

The rthythmic plea

Of the world at sea

Many people

Including you and me

Lifes just a jungle



Life's just a jungle

As we live day by day

Looking to the future

Which is mysterious and Gray

Hoping for that moment

To simply shine through

Yet there is always someone

Who wants to mess with you

So what would you do

When this moment occurs

Sending you into rage

As everything becomes blur

Would you stand and fight

Even if you lose your house

Along with your children

Partner or spouse

And even go to prison

For going over the edge

For never to return

Because of furious rage

Or would you walk away

And let things be

To become a complete coward

For the world to see

Sometimes its not worth it

And people can change

Until that day comes

When you seek revenge

Because its been niggling at you

One day at a time

Killing your street cred

Just like this rhyme

Then you explode

Simply out of the blue

At the very right time

Away from cameras too

In a back street or alley

Simply one on one

Out of the sight of people

Without the power of the gun

And if you win

Then you got a result

And if you lose

It's not your fault

But at least you did it

Old school rules

With fists and feet

And no dammed tools

And at the end

You respect each other

As if you where family

A proper street brother

But gangs these days

Don't have any rules

For whatever they use

Wither guns or tools

Make them feel strong

And others feel scared

Which makes life on the street

Tough it is said

Oh what a lovely moment



Oh what a lovely moment

When you came to me

As I was creating sculptures

Right down by the sea

Sleeping in my sleeping bag

All by myself

Hoping for something special

Not worrying about my health

Drinking loads of beer

And partying all night

Oh what a moment

Oh what a beautiful sight

With many other people

Living out on the road

Hoping to get a place

All no fixed abode

Yet I am an artist

Who's got a place

Yet I still create magic

While getting of my face

Yet I also help others

Like you did for me

But I am missing you

To a main degree

With butterflies in my belly

I don't know what to do

So I wrote this simple poem

So I could remember you

For you are so special

I hope you really know

That's taken my heart

And made it really glow

While advising me

In what I should do

But I'm lost in the moment

When I first met you

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

I know it seems crazy

But I had to write this

Even though

It all started with a kiss

That lead to something

Far more Divine

And now I can say

You've simply blown my mind

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

You'll never understand

The way I feel

Which maybe to you

Is no big deal

But to me

It is real

And means so much

That I don't want to fail

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

I'll never hurt you

Not with my fist

For I'm not like that

Even though I get pissed

In a way

That surely will be missed

Yet this is life

One big risk

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

I hope this is love

That's happened at last

So lets enjoy life

And have a blast

Forever and ever

As many years past

For life is too short

And surely goes fast

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

So take my hand

My darling dear

And never worry

For I am here

Doing my thing

Like a spear

As we together

Shed a tear

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

Or when we dance

In the moonlit sky

With our hearts

Skipping beats why?

As we listen

And as we cry

About the past

As we say goodbye

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

Even though

The real truth is

I LOVE YOU

With every kiss

As we entangle

In one bliss

For that moment

We could not miss

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

Sending us

Way out of control

On a one way street

To achieve that goal

With all our love

In its specific role

Now that's real love

As two become whole

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

Taking us

Way into outer space

As we live life

In an absolute blaze

Doing what we do

In a complete daze

Becoming a couple

With paparazzi in our face

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

Now believe it or not

This is true

As I simply

Make love to you

All night long

Like we do

In a passionate moment

That's crazy too

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

As two become one

Simply for free

As my heart melts

Deep inside thee

Giving you passion

For eternity

Now that's real love

That's meant to be

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

Oh yes

It is true

That's why

I wrote this for you

To show you something

How do you do

So remember these words

I REALLY LOVE YOU

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

Oh yes it is

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

It surely is true

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

I really do

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

I REALLY LOVE YOU

La lala la la lala lala la

La lala la la lala lala la

Stand be proud

Stand be proud of who you are

That may take you really far

Even if you have no car

Don't you worry words have power

Even if people rip you off

Keep on going you got the love

As you fly with the white winged dove

As you respect whats FREE LOVE

In a world of love and hate

You will help your fellow mate

In a way they will relate

No matter if your in a state



For you know what you have done

Oh yes my friends simply for fun

Because you know your no bum

And don't need the power of the gun

Yet paedophiles you do beat

As your anger shows your heat

And gives you power upon the street

For what you've done this I repeat

So stand be counted oh by far

And show the people who you are

Even though you've been behind bars

Your just really a shinning star

Who's done justice in your own way

And changed your life day by day

To rise up and make that play

With these words I love to say

For the world to understand

In a life that's not planned

Without money which is grand

To hurt paedophiles and be that man

Yet you can change and be free

But always remember the way to be

And that is help those just like me

For life is hard with no degree

Yet some will carry on to the top

Like Charles Bronson who didn't stop

And many people he did drop

Behind those bars chop, chop

So go on and live the dream

If you know what I mean

Stand be counted and be seen

For you know now that your clean

To do what you want to do

With the power of the words inside you

That will shock the world too

For many family's will love you

For they wouldn't like what they do

To happen to their kids too

So don't be scared of what you do

For your only human like me too

So stand be counted my fellow man

And be excepted on this land

Now live the dream I demand

So the world can understand

For your not bad you are good

For doing your thing in their neighbourhood

That probably no one else would

So their kids could grow up good

Hip Hip Hooray

Is what we all say

To these people every day

Even though you get no pay

At least our kids can simply play

So don't you think you ever did wrong

For you know where you belong

That is why I wrote this song

To give you courage to be strong

For your their heros oh yeah man

Who helped them out you understand

And you did your time in the can

Now join in and sing this jam

Hip hip hooray

Is what we all say

To these people every day

Even though they get no pay

All our kids can simply play

In a world of love and hate

This is something most can relate

And praise you all my fellow mates

For what you do is really great

So Hip Hip Hooray

Is what we all say

To these people every day

Who are real heros in many a way

Who deserve more at the end of the day

You don't understand

You don't understand

What I'm gonna say

And you don't want to

Really believe me

Even though

We got our problems I say

I know

You didn't want to leave me

In the heat of the moment 

As the words came out

I didn't know

What I was saying

I just said it 

Without a doubt

In bed

Where I was laying

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Do it now

Before I see red

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Dam it fuck it

I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

This is real life

And you could of been the one

But I got it wrong

How stupid how dumb

But you became what others said

But would I believe them

But now you have twisted up my head

So I had to write this down in pen

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Do it now

Before I see red

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Dam it fuck it

I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

Its not funny 

What you did

But life is surly better now

Now that you've got rid

Of that person that you hate

Which is flipping well me

And I thought you where my mate

And soul for eternity

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Do it now

Before I see red

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Dam it fuck it

I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

Who is the flipping mug

For i'm still here creating magic

And your now taking drugs

Oh fuck isn't that tragic

While I drink now and again

As I do what I do

Even though your a pain

I will always simply love you

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Do it now

Before I see red

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Dam it fuck it

I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

Maybe I should be doing the same

Enjoying life at its best

Which is no real big game

But i'm stupid nevertheless

Even though I wish you where here

Enjoying it all simply with me

But I told you to disappear

So I could simply live life free

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Do it now

Before I see red

Get out of my head

Get out of my head

Dam it fuck it

I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

This is not really funny

When bombs go off 

And you lose a child

So full of love

It wasn't my child 

That I did hold

Dead in my arms

That was pure gold
As flash backs happen
What would you do
I know for a fact
You haven't got a clue

Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Do it now
Before I see red
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Dam it fuck it
I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

You didn't give me a chance
I got problems just like you
Oh what a big romance
I say simply true
Yet life can be cruel
In many many ways
And I have ran out of fuel
But true love always stays

Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Do it now
Before I see red
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Dam it fuck it
I know what I said

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 

Now a here a we a go

Now a here a we a go

What am I gonna say

Is gonna feel crazy

In a crazy way

As my anger boils over

Day by day

Now a here a we a go a

What can I say

For the devil wants to take control

Givin me passion for my specific roll

Even though I'm not on the dole

I keep doing things to achieve my goal

Getting into trouble that's not good

Yet this is life in any neighbourhood

Doing things and being rude

 Just to earn pennies for my food

Even shoplifting in the past

Going clubbing and having a blast

Rhyming words incredibly fast

This is me now at last

Creating art which is cool

Turning around from being a fool

Who didn't learn much really at school

Now pebbles and words are my main tool

To break away from the norm

To create an almighty massive storm

In a way to be reborn

And my words will stick like a thorn

Into your heart forever and ever

As people say I'm real clever

But this is life one big endeavour

So I won't die now surely never

Going Against The Grain

Going against the grain

With no one to blame

Like the flickering

Of a burning flame

To change your life around

From sleeping on the ground

To writing poetry

And creating sculptures in many towns

So now I'm an artist

Dr Geebers is my name

Who doesn't care about religion

Or rising up to fame

For I live day by day

In a really crazy way

To show the world something different

This I simply say

Even though I have problems

I still have love to give

Through art and poetry

For its the way I live

How could you cope

How could you cope

At a time when nothings cool

Going completely crazy

Like some kind of fool

Crying all the time

With very little sleep

As the flashbacks they take over

Turning you into a creep

Never want to see them

Which messes with your head

Oh dear no not again

Feeling like the living dead

Reliving that simple day

When bang goes a bomb

A what you gonna do

As everything goes wrong

As windows smash round you

As people scream in fear

As a mushroom fills the air

Which is so dammed near

Then a deadly silence

But what can you do

As people run in chaos

Along with your mates too

What are you doing

You don't really care

You got to save life's

If anyone's alive there

Digging in the aftermath

Not knowing what you'll find

As others shout around you

Clouding up your mind

Then someone shouts found one

Oh no it's one of our crew

As he went to get us lunch

With someone else too

Yet he wasn't breathing

He was dead at the scene

Now I'm reliving this nightmare

Which is no flipping dream

Then someone shouts found another

As I dig as fast as I can

Not another work man

Now that wasn't the plan

So I dig even deeper

Looking for someone to blame

Yet I'm completely shocked

For life is no game

Then I felt something wet

But couldn't see what it could be

So I dig even harder

Hoping to save someone you see

Then my eyes met something horrible

And I didn't know what to do

Except pull it from the rubble

Now my heads messed up too

With no arm or legs
And blood coming out its eyes
Oh what a nightmare
As I begin to cry

I'm holding a little toddler
Really close to my chest
I can't let it go
My head an absolute mess

Now who could do this
To someone so young
Which has messed up my life
Which is not fun

I can't even hold my own kids
Which is sad to say
But maybe I will get over this
And will hold them someday

So what would you do
In a way that's hard to bare
When your just a civilian
That simply does care

Would you turn to alcohol
And want to give up the fight
Well now it's my turn
To see the bright light

And try to use my art
And poetry I write
To show the world one thing
Good can come out of bad al-right.

For 17 years now I have been having nightmares about holding this child and never had no help to overcome my problems. The reality many people see things and react in many ways. Some by violence, some by drinking and some by taking drugs to block what happened. I was abused as a child but could never tell anyone and after this bomb went off my life changed. I took life into my own hands and punished those who hurt children. I ended up in prison over this but was released after 2 months after charges where dropped.  Many times I have been questioned by authorities for hurting paedophiles but they could never prove anything. I am very proud to be the man I am and believe more people should stand up for our younger generation.